3/26

too many things — too many things need to come first — there is no entry point —

my back still bad — better meds but no improvement —
i’ve lost touch with everything again — my notes my art japanese & french — the yard is impossible —
dizzy from muscle relaxer — feeling tired — i can’t do what i want to do —
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meditation time — try to let go —
try to concentrate on art —
visualize —

ART — i have my notes
i have my collections
i need better spaces for working —
PROBLEM — BACK ACHES —
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LOOPS STRUCTURES FRAGMENTS
FRAMEWORKS GRIDS
ARRANGEMENTS CUT-UPS OUTS
INS
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DAILY PLEASURES
TREASURES — look at things
listen to things
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MEDITATION WORK — GRAVEL
fill 2 bottles & then don’t think about ‘wasting’ it stones
infinity