3/23

my arm is back to bad - i need to see a doctor & don’t want to — too many to do’s —
finished interzone — reading cities … & the job —
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there’s a lot of material in the job —
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decisions to make — but there is no basis for making them —
the jobs that need to be done — it’s already 7 AM

notebooks & papers — i don’t want to do things —

3/24

i need to get my brain working —
i’ve lost a full week — stasis of brain & body

pain continues — but i need to move —
time for the pets — gas pains —

the job never ends it never started — i am not here for a purpose — there is no reason —
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burroughs’ science knowledge is very weak & that’s bothering me on this reading —