6/29

assemblage art — will these things be taken apart for the parts - the objects —
the idea of taking apart art in general — cutting up paintings
all the paintings i got from goodwill (the idea for a goodwill project keeps coming back — constantly changing) — cut them up and put them back into the frames in different arrangements — particulate

pinterest infinity projects — pinned several assemblages —
what is the result of all these pins — this assemblage of personality
(rulers in assemblages have become totally boring and i have a hard time liking anything with a ruler component)

bad mood again today
did some outside work — very hot and humid
had to shower twice

working on computer work and still am not sure where i am — trying to get organized — a vast confusion of notes in various places
make simple statements about what goes into each file
probably need to divide the project/to do list file


inability to step aside

or inside
or outside —      in or out of what
aside of what

thinking about an old greyhound who is going to be left behind when someone moves — my inclination is to bring her here if she is cat safe — but there is the concern that jeannine will be upset and that it will break the good dynamics between damian and jeannine

i like my fidget spinner — (found object) — there are hundreds of different ones — mine is green which i don’t like but it works

from old files — delilah has been dead for more than a year

what have i been
what have i done — is it different from being dead