8/26

to galveston today — not at all into it — or into it and want to be out of it — a bad feeling about it —

how to change
what to change —

everything is ridiculous
is nothing
will always be nothing

to end art (as we know it) who are we
(as it’s known) what is it
known as
also known as

the need — what is a need

is it a desire —

to write about what i do & don’t
1) try to do everything
2) do nothing } write about ‘it’
3) try to do 1 or 2 things

the full moon —
early morning heat —
having to do things i don’t want to do —

feeling i can’t do anything right —
everything is crooked or doesn’t line up —

? should i bring graph paper to galveston
? should i photograph
? should i use coins to decide
yes no maybe
plan on ‘doing’ ‘art’ —

the coins say bring paper —
? photograph ? computer —
the coins say no photographs —
? collect things
the coins say collect —
should i go with the randomness of decision — if decisions are impossible — keep deciding & redeciding based on randomness —