3/17

working on the notes — the mess
4/3/99 — i think of things to add as i read through and edit —
but do i go back and put the additions into the curio and older indesign files — what about the pdf —
what becomes the ‘final’ version — how do i reconcile all of the notes —

my labyrinth —
(above inserted into 4/99 notes)

these notes will go on forever (relative time — my time) —
i think i should just do this and put aside all other arts — collections etc
then i think i need to keep at the other things because they are as much a part of what i am as the notebooks — my art —

illustrations

inserting things in 4/99 notes and not elsewhere — what goes on the web should be the final version

<8/31/22 there will never be a final version>

working on notes — i’m getting a headache or giving myself a headache

the labyrinth of my insanity

bumper sticker “I’m not suffering from insanity, I’m enjoying every minute”

sometimes i suffer
sometimes i enjoy

to contain
to constrain

usually neither —

sometimes i think there is no difference

what difference does it make
{to me / to someone else / to anyone else}

the stupidity of the press
after massacre — “world stunned by explosion of hate”
what or who is this world — everybody? - nobody? —

the stupidity of science