too many things need to be at the beginning
some sort of explanation of what i’m doing or plan on doing — but there is no explanation —
i don’t know what i want to do — i’m not even sure of what i have done — i don’t know what i’ve done —
daedalus — joyce
trapped in his own labyrinth he had to fly out
i can’t fly — trapped in my labyrinth and unable to fly
dodo bird (my hatred for the human species) —
flightless —
things in my mind — greenaway comes to mind — 'the falls' 'the birds' —
mar 2019
beginning
labyrinth
9/17/21 emphasis instead of centering things like this?
i don’t know what i want to do
i don’t know what i’ve done
i don’t know what i’m doing
in the labyrinth one is always beginning
there is no way of knowing where you’ve been
you always have the feeling of already having been [t]here
3/19-20
8/5/20
(is this metatext or insert)
in the labyrinth one is always beginning because there is no way of knowing where you’ve been —
you always have the feeling of already having been [t]here
for some reason i’ve been thinking of cabell recently — i should try rereading him also