4/27

waiting for kim to get up — i get irritated — a new year — is there a way to stop the irritation — the anger — the feeling of hatred and disgust — my dislike of people and being around people but not wanting to be isolated —

think about projects
photo projects — go through the photos and make corrections and crops (a volume of crops from a few images)
map project for T — a new world atlas — maps and text —
go through the papers again and fill up the photo pages and scrap books — (are these projects worth doing — what is the result — they are more relaxing than working on my texts — analysis paralysis — (it’s impossible to just do something — there is no ‘it’ to ‘just do it’))_

make an entry — this is a new year — but i can’t discontinue the diary type notes —

write about collections —
granite — the absurdity of stones — grains of granite sand —

can i photograph my vials of sand and get most of it back into the vials —
organize —

art notes — work from the notes text —

i wrote a lot of art text but there’s not much that can be salvaged —starting near the end of life —
what —
there is no final or definitive version — no version that summarized my ideas —

the idea is a basic change in art / writing /
will commercial art ever be bypassed — the system of of art objects —
de-objectify — pure information — a huge number of numbers —

the [new] art text will have to be pieced together — i’m incapable of coherence — so {i / it} will be incoherent —
fragments of text —
art should have no value — the word ‘work’ should be removed from art —

ART ANTI-ART
NON-ART

the senses of the prefix ‘anti’ —
as something opposed to certain arts within art —
as being opposed to there being any art — destruction of systems and destruction of objects —