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i made some side notes above
looking back (at this text — this note)
i’m fascinated by grids and graphs and charts

flow charts
charting a course
<something from John Barth i should look up>

a book of quotes — i have hundreds of quotes that could go into the text
i could write my entire text using quotes

notes on collecting
notes on taking things apart
taking things apart and not putting things together
i like taking things apart — i have hundreds of objects from things i’ve taken apart
this is another project — my collections

what is my life
a house full of objects

more than 40 years of writing notes
a few artworks — most of which i’m not satisfied with
memories and reflections
good things bad things
things that are both good and bad
things i don’t know if they’re good or bad
my art my writing — good or bad — is that something that can be decided
who decides
i have a hard time making decisions — i leave too many things undecided
deciding is impossible
nothing is possible
i’m getting hungry — there’s no cereal left — i need to go shopping — i need to shave — the text fades out into the mundane

enough [for now]