4/28_p11

continued from above — i can’t stop — but i lost my ‘train of’ thoughts again

complexity blocks of text
complexes writers’ blocks
walls

passages brick walls
passages through something
passages of text
past ages
time and space

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a blurb from the back of a book on rocks and minerals

“… the most useful and most informative book on rocks & minerals that you can own”

the most informative book you can own or a book of information about rocks & minerals that you can own
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sitting — vagueness horniness fantasies realities — i’ll need to feed the dogs pretty soon —
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vagueness — sex urge — my masturbation time but kim is home —
cloudy day — dim —

dullness —

thinking about my note text and lack of time — an anxiety dream based on sewage treatment plant — a common theme of not doing something — i was working there but substituting or something — being there for some indefinite reason — it was toward the end of the day and i realized i had totally forgotten the BOD test — i didn’t want to put a burden on bill but i didn’t have time — i fretted for a while waiting for bill so i could tell him — somewhere the thought came to me that if i had worked at it instead of thinking about it — thinking about not having enough time — i could have finished part of the test —