i can’t have everything
i don’t want everything
i want too many things —
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journals — ? — notes scattered i’ll never get organized — it (whatever it is) doesn’t matter or shouldn’t matter —
material[s]
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objects — objects as material[s] — art ‘material’ as object —
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make journal entries — use some system for keeping track of books — reading — not reading
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reading glyph & verbivore —

MUSIC — ? what can i do —

SOFTWARE — ? MAX —

emulate synthi

gradually build synthi —

i don’t like too much dynamics — symphonic music —
crescendo — gross
conspicuous intensity — rapid playing of a violin etc — silly — usually ugly
the clothes worn for ‘performances’ — neck ties — i like black clothes but not uniforms —