3/15

VIRUS — brings out the evil stupidity of the species — my hatred intensifies —
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bought a nice donati book today and cornell yesterday — half price books sale
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cooler today — nice weather — some rain —
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positive and negative waves — i should work in the garage so it can be sprayed for insects —

3/16

a feeling of death
a feeling i need to stay alive for the dogs — can a need to stay alive help keep one alive — a reason for living — living and dying are not reasonable