11/3

the most depressing election day ever — i have to see the urologist today and i hate appointments like that — take some clonazapam —

ART IDEA — start making small works on paper — scan them and manipulate them to form a book or booklet — a photo album maybe —

outline projects — first steps — for assemblage it’s cutting wood — for video it’s organizing the files — for photography it’s learning lightroom — for the yard it’s making a drawing — for visual art it’s cleaning up the studio and the garage

11/5

yesterday — terrible — election — dog piss on the floor necessitated life style changes & decisions — had to talk to dr office about surgery next week — jeannine not eating well — foley has to wear a coat — roof needs replacing —
wanted to get off to a good start today but didn’t — piss on the floor again — dogs blocked from upstairs — my stomach protrudes — i need to go to costco — i don’t want to look at my notebooks —
a dream about niki last night
everything leads to death