11/6

had a couple of very bad days — too many things going wrong — this morning kim’s car wouldn’t start so i have to deal with the battery

also i’m already getting very nervous about the skin cancer procedure on monday — and foley needs to get his stitches out next week — i don’t know why i’m so concerned about financial things — kim will have to deal with that and she doesn’t seem too worried —

i feel like doing nothing — things are depressing — i should do something — i’m waiting for the dryer repair and waiting always bothers me — and i’ll probably need to shit because i’ve been eating too many nuts


a nothing day — empty

i begin here now — i’ve begun too many times already (always already — always has been) — a place that’s not a beginning — not a starting (POB point of beginning (what’s the point)) —
i have thousands of pages of writing (i call them notes) nearly 50 years of writing —
i need a framework — a format
i decide to write a blog text — (notes on blogs) — but a blog that is a continuous writing — i’ll use this text as a framework for my notes — (i’ll need to describe the notes)