11/26

not feeling too well today — have been up for 5 hours and done nothing except feed the dogs —
a feeling of wanting to do nothing —
thanksgiving day — no thanks to give — use the holiday as an excuse to do nothing — a strong desire to do nothing — just live out the rest of my life — how does one avoid living too long

family videos — a series of babies coming home — reproduction is disgusting —

note insert to 4/83 — i could try using lines from the epoch notes and either just rearranging them or make a combined text by taking lines from them and then free associating on them

note to 4/83
free association experiments — maybe useful — cut up experiments — i should do some more of each as i rework these text — take my own text and cut it up — as i go through the notes take lines i like and then rearrange them into another text