11/27

from 10/18/86 on the altered math book — i have some scans — maybe i should scan the entire thing — but the scans are warped unless i break the book binding — is it better to remove the binding and put the pages into a box

rain in the forecast — i’m still not interested in doing anything —
roof replacement has been bothering me — how much time has this house cost me
decisions on buying things — how much should i spend — i still haven’t been able to decide if i want to get a turntable for the dream machine — maybe i should try doing something with premier first

afternoon — music and notes and not into the notes
the dogs are bothering me and my mood is getting very down — a feeling of destroying something (my notes) just for the pure sensation of destruction
i would prefer to destroy myself but i’ve committed to the dogs — i’m totally tired of them but i have to go on and i don’t know why