3/24

up at 4 and feel like doing nothing — vaccine today —

3/26

article on lucid dreaming to note — haven’t read it yet — make a dream book —

books inside of books — occasional writing <think about the word ‘occasional’ — occasionally> short (pieces) about whatever i’m thinking about (what comes to mind (mention recent reading)) (some punctuation for words like ‘pieces’ ‘above’ — words under erasure — wrong words that are difficult to replace — write to K and rk — (i haven’t been listening to music —)
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DREAMS — narrowing space — climbing through old buildings — mountains & streams with beautiful crystals — birds and fish — watery things — cities that don’t exist — interiors — spaces i didn’t know existed (house of leaves) — walking — how can these things be described — (burroughs) —
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think things through
think through things

almost finished another month — almost finished another year of life —
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i don’t have the talent (to do what i want[ed] or i {do/did}and wasted it —
neither possibility is good       —       some things are possible
some things aren’t —