8/7

amaranthe — kalidia — does music make the world worth living — there is no hope — but music can make life worth while — for a while —


writing — pages should be single units
being able to cut up books — extract quotations — text should be material for reuse


Rita is dead — nothing to write about that now — escape into collections — into photographs — so few memories — so few good memories — what remains — (i need to get a couple of notes from the eval book into the july notes (should i order CDs — we need a new washer & dryer — (turn the old ones into a sculpture and see if it’s worth anything )))


PHOTOS of stones from Larry — where do they go — oval stones — fossils — polished pebbles —

SHELLS — are in the way and i need to decide what to do with them — make trays — (without dividers?) — make them drawer size — remove the drawer to unstack the trays — (i put the camera away but forgot to photo the shell drawers — tomorrow’s project —)

DEATH
[D]EARTH
BIRTH
DIRT

8/21-4
does music make life worth living
there is no hope
but music can make life worth while
for a while
10/4/21 Cioran on music — bach
a terrible nightmare this morning — rita had someone in the house — (not a house that i know but it was our house) demolishing a bathroom — i was totally in a rage because i thought i should be doing that — she was having someone else do the part of the work that i enjoyed