8/15

off to a bad start — total negative feeling — dogs don’t offer unconditional love — they show unlimited greed — they want — we give — we give unconditional love — it sucks —

8/16

another bad start — no positive feelings — have to wait for laundry installation today — i don’t like domestic things —
can i just stop looking at the news & stop eating too much and start making art — i ask myself — is it too much to ask of myself —

THINK ABOUT — PAPERS — a ‘book’ for K ? — do i just want to abandon the few friendships i have — would it be a good art exercise <the book not giving up socializing> — i think about making scans and photoshop works — a CD —

where should i begin — what pile of papers — what notebook —

i should be working constantly —