10/3

yesterday depressing — thinking of all the things to do in the house and yard — that there will be nothing left to my life — the notebooks are boring and i have done nothing to actually get them into final form —
{the / a} feeling of death — something is wrong and is going to get worse —

ASSEMBLAGE — totally rejected last week — but now i want to do some — do some of everything —
make a book — my art book — separate the art writing — get to work — get started — get ‘at’ it — ‘it’ being many things —

WEB SITE — get a site — write about my ‘struggles’ to get a useful web site —

assemblages — i decide not to — i decide to
this morning i decided to try something — i tried to assemble a frame and immediately realized that i didn’t like doing it — my hands don’t function in that kind of work — (screwing pieces of wood together

buying things — michael pisaro 5 disk set — probably not worth the price but it comes with a book and packaging — since my thing will probably be CDs or DVDs maybe i should look at packaging also i can support the artist and bandcamp —

listening to new music coop piece by pisaro — better than i expected
it’s hard to tell the music from the house noises during the quiet parts or the gaps — music with gaps — i like i should leave a lot of holes

i should also leave holes in the text — gaps — fissures — cracks

should the CD go under the composers name or new music co-op — i should go with the composer

notes
added labyrinth back in notes 73
i’ve been forgetting to note collections in the path list
took the labyrinth back out — i should do away with paths & just use text colors