10/15

ART — making art that will be thrown in the garbage when i die — or having a ‘collection’ of art material that will be thrown in the garbage when i die —
PHOTO — things —

10/16

early AM — usually i’m in my reclining chair half asleep at this time — i’ve been working earlier recently

notebooks 8/86 — writing — so many ideas i had so long ago — maybe i should have kept up that writing style —

i should work through the notes in both sequences at once — do one in the random order and one in the chronological order — the beginning entries are difficult because they are at the beginning —

listening to ives piano — a long album — i like some of them — they’re all ok — but i don’t think i’ll be able to get through them all today —

my weight was up today — disappointed — i don’t think i ate too much the past couple of days — haven’t eaten much today — i feel like having a drink but there are too many calories — i’m not sure if i can cut back enough calories to have any alcohol