8/28

‘monumental’ digital works — large paintings & ink drawings — huge assemblages —

8/29

my morning feeling is usually one of hatred for everything
i forget about that during the day

back to work on the web site without a great deal of desire
a feeling i should be doing other things but i don’t feel like doing anything else

writing because i don’t want to do anything else
or i don’t want to do anything else because i want to write

needs desires wants — nothingness
life’s drive to keep going — possibly its most disgusting aspect