9/23

will go to help K pick up her camp — it all seems not worth it — i can only hope she didn’t have any problems but i have no communication — i’m constantly ‘worried’ about things —
feeling less and less like traveling to virginia
feeling less and less like doing anything —
accomplished nothing while K was gone — (what does it mean to accomplish something) —
emails to respond to — what does that type of communication accomplish —
i need to redo my method of communication to RK (organize files — archive files — what are/were they for — still a lot of emails to sort through —)

back to square 0 with getting things done —
one goes in circles and ends at the same point

waiting for traffic to clear — i couldn’t pour gas into the car — all these things suck — what are we going to do with the hazardous material —

wait or leave now —
follow the map program or the road i ususally take — decisions — leave at 8:45 and take the usual route