9/25

reasons to not travel
i don’t like it
too much time on the road
i don’t want to be in hotels or camping on a long distance trip
too dangerous
we get on each others nerves
we want to be with the dogs or within a days drive from them

9/26

yesterday had a break down trying to find the greyhound walk — but a good day with the dogs — so many greyhounds —
decided i can’t travel any more — don’t want to

thinking of a possible family web site — is it worth the time —

BOOKS — to put away — i haven’t done much quote copying —
DREAM last night — a nice small book store — i set aside some leiris books (leiris was the name in the dream but they would have been butor — disintegrating paper books) — i put them aside but they were sold when i went back for them

BOOKS — all the advantages of ebooks — ruined by capitalism and cost — they should not cost much —

SADNESS — all the dead greyhounds — animals — life — it’s not worth it — sadness & death overwhelm happiness & whatever is positive about life — god is disgusting —