4/15

a long involved dream with a lot of different people — i remember a few ‘scenes’ but not the structure — a common type of dream recently —

woke up in a bad mood — feeling of wanting to do nothing — maybe frustration from not being able to access my health account — frustration at not getting organized — stress of appointment — inability to write (my blog entry) —

i could try to write — i could put up more notebook sections — organize things — look (& think ?) — i could take photos but i haven’t organized the ones i have -

NOTEBOOKS —try to get something from each year — try to keep up with new sections — work on the first entry —

the blog entry (Medium 2) is nearly finished — but … (hyphens might be better for ellipses than periods - X - - -

discouraged by my inability to write a blog entry —

ideas like -spending- a half hour on Medium and a half hour on pinterest — (half hour now a half hour then — soon there is no time)