4/13

struggling with my blog entry
time to walk the dogs

MEDITATION — there is no depth — no infinite blue sea of creativity — beauty is on the surface and only a tiny fragment / fraction of the surface — i’m not looking for something vast — just for islands in a pissy sea polluted by life —

i’m still not keeping track of calories or time

4/14

note entry 1/30/14
reading about mitzi brings me to the verge of tears to the edge of rage i added emphasis to a lot of this entry