11/17

may have accidentally deleted things fom yesterday — drop box doesn’t work well with curio — or i don’t know how to use it properly

3/29/85
on reality — politics — the republicans stormed the reality studio — i’ve been thinking of writing to RK on politics but probably shouldn’t bother — it’s a lost cause

11/18

some yard work — not bad — i work slowly but it doesn’t matter still have art on my mind — notework 8/18/16 — something on Kayla’s death that still bothers me — but all of our original cats just ‘went to the vet’ and stayed — kayla’s ashes came back — all the money we’ve spent on incinerating animals —

11/19

not off to a good start — the empty depressing feel of doing the same things — 7 days a week or 4 days a week — feeding the dogs walking the dogs putting out the garbage (mostly dog shit) — family things i ‘should’ do — C wants some video for rita — i don’t like images of myself — i don’t like doing projects like that which makes it difficult for me to do larger projects — (i don’t know how to use the video software that i have) —
would stopping all the art shit make it easier to do the shitty daily things — or more difficult -