10/18 p2
recurrent dreams where we have a large studio - based on the one we had above jolly & russo —
spaces that are larger than they can be — areas of houses that don’t exist —
extra rooms we haven’t used despite being crowded by all of our possessions —
i’m getting snapshots of dreams — from years ago — like memory flashes —
i don’t want to relive any of my life but there are a lot of dreams i’d like to have again
10/18/21 what i’ve been thinking about — what i thought about last night lying awake — i should just concentrate on writing — maybe carve some wood for physical work — not bother with non-digital visual art — photograph and get rid of things
everything should be directed toward a book — not written as a book but written toward a book
insert to 12/10/98 10/18/21 not much of interest about either of these artists on the web — artists come and go — i keep thinking of visual art but know that it’s not the direction i should go [at my age]