8/24

the computer “I have so many quotes indexed have to go through them and divide them into categories and index those”

the book — notes toward novel and novel all thrown into one — repetitions many


decided (how many times will I change back and forth) not to save for land — spend the money on oscilloscope camera etc — a child without a home — voluntary exile — capitulation to the spirit of the future — write a philosophical justification

8/25

re yesterdays decision — looked at pictures of Japanese gardens — vacillating again — have to “write it all out” soon

8/28

in order to write I should take each subject — write on it — and then go on — go back when I have something to add — only try to put things together when I have quite a few ‘essays’ or ‘chapters’ ready
finished Kangaroo

aug 1977
8/77-7
9/23/21
buying land — owning property — some compulsion we had — studio space etc — all mistakes in retrospect —