4/20_p2

day went by too fast — i need to get more done although today wasn’t bad — artistically nothing done — i’m not really sure if i want to work with photoshop — there are a lot of nice things but they seem rather trivial — the problem of getting at what i want to do — — try to look at books that i like — make a list and list all the programs — freeing the page from the constraints of art or literature — computer print outs —

format question — is the normal normal sheet the best aspect — 2 pages per horizontal sheet — different layouts of the page — gutters and margins — i keep coming back to the page in a loose leaf binder — how different pages relate to each other — as the binder is open — juxtapositions that could vary if the pages were rearranged —

maybe a short introduction — graphic elements

i keep writing these notes with no direction — thinking of things i could or should do — what is the problem — here

wasting time and more time —
what am i escaping — what am i avoiding — it seems so simple to put down a time frame and say i’ll work a certain number of hours at each task — get up — work on computer — shower & shave — do groceries — work on housework — back to resumé work —