4/27_p2

end the notebook with the same words that I started it
what transpired
where am I now - the sound of the mocking bird -
a lot of positive ideas - some good days some bad days
waves of despair and negative feelings
waves of positive ideas — get some theory behind me

toward an old life - toward an old age - in work situation I pride myself on self discipline and getting things done - but I can’t carry that over to work

try to get a good day in