10/11 p3

looking at the architectural drawings — they have promise as painting material but i don’t feel like going through the trouble of getting the painting things out
<i> don’t feel like cutting any up
the idea was to make some papers of certain sizes and then work on them

papers could be printed on

painted on
written on

things could be glued on them

layers of papers
all the book pages
what am i ever going to do with them
collections of papers
boxes of images
not ‘use’ them in art — just put them into binders or boxes

jackel helix
took only a few pages - this book had been marked for cut up material — i didn’t keep most of the sexual material only the things related to writing
words / pages
managed to get rid of more pages than i thought i would — there is a temptation to keep nearly every page — but i got rid of most of them even the japanese things

i need to just start arranging things on paper

not very good herbal tea — and i put too much sweetener in it
rooibos — royboss
supposed to taste great — the tea i have has other ingredients so they might make it taste not so good

actually after drinking a little the tea wasn’t bad

what is the problem that i can’t just sit down (or stand) and make some attempts at art —

just arrange some things on the table
glue papers on top of pages etc
cut pages and put pieces on top of other pages