10/24 p2

but obviously i have no control over that
i should do what i want and enjoy and not for any other purpose
if i enjoy making something to put on the internet then i should do that


what do i want to do

it seems that that should be an easy question to answer — if i can answer it then i should do it

the problem is that i come up with too many answers


what do i want to do most

can i give things some sort of rating system
learn japanese or learn how to use the graphics pad
learn how to use the graphics pad or play with the music things
play with the music things or try to make some music


think and write about art or make art
just start going through my collections and looking at things
take an object out and think about what it is and why i have it


yesterday i was thinking that it’s silly to have an icon or something instead of a photograph for social sites — but why — who cares what i look like — probably an icon would be better


where do i begin — what is the beginning — or when was it or when will it be

fragments like this — the web/hypertext idea


glancing at music theory book — i don’t understand at all — Babbitt

(perspectives on contemporary music)

<i> got it out to look at an essay by stockhausen

10/09-63
where do i begin
what is the beginning
or when was it
or when will it be
little things i think too much about
3/21/22
when did i begin — where did i begin — did i begin