11/26

finished oliveros book — may scan a couple of ‘scores’ —
working my way through the garage —

too many things
too many tools
too many too much unburden
lighten

reread collections of nothing
corrections


thinking about video but i need to do something with the computer — i can’t keep all the ideas in my head —
can’t think about music — it’s too abstract for me — can <can’t?> hold anything in my head —

memories — dreams of sounds & music

what is that music that sounds so good that i can’t ‘hear’ while awake
sugar licking — i don’t like the sound but i should record it —

leave the microphone out and record the house —


i have too many places for small things — not enough for large ones —
fill up all the drawers — then bottles etc — then deal with what’s left —

get rid of all the [de]construction lumber — that will clear off a large shelf —


too lazy to get up off the couch — feeling i’ll never finish anything or even start most things and wondering why i care —
(some poetry out of this — just glancing at K’s poem in the book she gave me)

cycling thoughts — can’t get out of the circles
thinking yesterday that i should be a writer — but i think i want to do music and computer things


maybe i could combine all of them
the idea that the book is pretty much done
that writing for the new media should not be and will not be the same as print

the historical truism that each new media begins by replicating something from the past

speaking to writing
theatre to film

nov 2009
feeling i’ll never finish anything
or even start most things
and wondering why i care

i can’t get out of the circles

i should write
i should make music
i should do a lot of things
11/09-41
sugar the dog