10/23
PLATTSBURGH
i brought a new notebook because i thought i’d have a lot to write — also a sketchbook & ruler —
time going rapidly
a queazy feeling after talking to my mother and aunt about the history of cancer in their family —
the feeling of passing time
of past time
the feeling of fear —
a lot of photos but not as many as i thought — a rainy day & i don’t feel like walking the lake shore —
not a single video — the photos i took are not very good — difficult to photo tools & collections —
when i get back -(if i get back (i have no fear of the road which might be a bad sign —))
no internet for the computer here which i enjoy —
have been getting up later each day but got up early this morning — tired now —
back on the road tomorrow but not looking forward to it — will probably get into it once i get started —
what
collections -
family things -
tools implements -
get things together and start writing —
not enough time — all the things there’s not enough time for —
parts were crossed out in curio but i decided to keep them