8/4

is it possible to get somewhere from no where this would have been a perfect morning for outside work but i had no desire

if i were an artist who used sketches — i could sketch — ( there are iphone graphics programs & computer programs —
i could just draw — i have so <too> much paper
sketch pads are too large to sit on the deck with (i could use the table)
i could use this notebook but i would want to use a ruler — (i have small rulers)
i drew a ‘shape’ in the mouse notes graph but don’t like it — i don’t feel ‘inspired’ — i don’t feel like i would do a drawing i like —

feel like
to like

a beautiful morning — the doves were noisy but are quieting — doves in the distance —
the vagueness feeling of sitting outside
vague empty
mind full or empty —