8/27_p3

(talk break)
after 10 haven’t been to the beach yet — no desire to do anything specific — to ‘see’ things — ( i’ll need to go to the grocery store)

<3 part notebook>

the beach still empty —
very hot out — sweat — i forgot my shirts and only have 2 — i hope i don’t need a laundry — i will need to get groceries —

i collected a few things —
the most interesting things were bird shit and plastic —

covered with sweat — not comfortable — high tide is 3 PM — stay inside and think —

SUBJECTS — the same things always —

make another mind map —
make more comments — a mind map and pages for projects —

i can’t prioritize because there are no priorities — no reason to do one thing instead of another —

i worry about the dogs — about Foley’s leg - thinking we may have screwed up — i should order wood when we get home and make that the next project — keep the dogs out of the stones —

these things that bother me — feelings of failure — i don’t want to fail the dogs —

watch the waves —
think —
people walking
the waves —
clouds on the horizon — i feel like i may need to nap —

kim is enjoying herself — i’m still feeling a bit tortured — tormented by what i am and what i’m not — worried about the dogs —

finished a grocery trip —
what — should i try drawing —